I’m on my way down to Gävle again. There was an assignment we had to do so I’m going to have my niece help me out. Well, not really helping as she’s just there and I show her things, but helping nonetheless.
I got a message from the specialist doctor who’s going to look at my wrist and hand. They’re going to come back to me about time and date between now and three months from November 2. Oh well, not that the pain is going to go away. I’ve had it for over two years I think so I can probably wait another three months. It sucks though. Yesterday it had been four weeks since I got the injection and the doctor told me to give it four to six weeks. I tried moving my hand, slowly, in ways that I know hurts because of de quervains syndrome. It still hurts, which means the injection didn’t work for me. They will either decide to give me another injection, which means another four to six weeks in a brace, or surgery, which means another x amounts of weeks in a brace. It is making me quite sad and depressed. I’m working so hard to get better at drawing and getting noticed so I can live off of my art. Something like this slows the process down and I don’t know what to do. I want to continue drawing and working on my art, but I can’t because of the pain. It’s a mess. I just have to take it day by day. I’m trying to think of ideas to help me achieve my goal. Since I can’t do much else during this time. I have a few ideas that I’m going to start with as soon as I get this brace off for the time being. Got a lot of work to do. I have to do something. I have to have some sort of goal. Or else my depression will just get worse and I’ll end up like I was back in 2015-2016. I can’t go back to that again. I won’t go back to that again. I have dreams to reach!