I’ve been extremely depressed for a week or so. I think it’s because of the overload of emotions after I got to use my hand again. It’s the only thing I can think of, to be honest. Because of that, I haven’t been able to fall asleep during nights and just fall asleep when I’m too exhausted to stay awake anymore. I’m trying to just take it from moment to moment instead of putting expectations on how my day will be or what I should have done, but because of this, I have also been even more forgetful than usual. I’ve basically forgotten about every assignment for my English class until the last minutes. I haven’t missed turning any of them in so far but the overwhelming feelings I get when I have to just finished an assignment I totally forgot about and stress through them. I rather not go through that. I know it’s just easy and that I just need to plan things out but when I get really depressed everything is just so overwhelming and my mind just shuts down.
Good thing it’s summer break soon. Then I don’t need to worry about much.